i loved you before the words 'i love you' lived on my lips released into the air moving between us
words like that can be dangerous one can feel the risk when let loose from the graves of the past
resurrections, joyful, at first can appear scary ~ freed into the present, yes, such words leads to life, speaks life, caged within death leads to death
how many walk about in death, the love-bird waiting to fly free, to stretch its wings and flow in open space
like a prophet hurled into the air, words, as surely as "Thus says the Lord" and something becomes ~ creative act ~ Love begets Love, as Christ births Christ
leaping over some unseen chasm aiming for the heart
love truly true never arises but only from within to within
can be so confusing does not speak our languages struggles to move past the ears to find its likeness kneeling in the Sanctum of the Heart
indeed 'i love you' one would wish to hear and baffled by its echoes some action, even small, heralds its truth dear saying, "Yes, I'm here!"
what is most unclear to the mind, is most clear when held within the heart
and when love crucifies, for it must, being love heals, and is that not a welcome death, to live, and live among the living rather than walk among the dead loveless and longing for love, often the longing long itself dead
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